Sometimes i wonder when i look around and see where i am in my life and think wow is this where i was planning to be by now? then i look around and see that i have it pretty well in most aspects....but there are some things that i am still missing in my life like someone that i can truly care for and well you know what i mean .... i guess i just get lonely sometimes .... i find someone that is really cool and probably one of the greatest friends i will ever have and it just doesnt work out... im sick of getting my heart stomped on... yeah yeah i know i will find the right one someday ... but don't we all wish that, that someday was today.... its only human nature..... well i guess im done whining and on that note i would rather have that awsome friend as a friend than to not have them in my life at all....

Sorry i'm never usually like this .... im quite the outgoing person.....really i am :P